for what it's worth

my confessions is for what it's worth

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Title : without you where do i belong?

do you know the feeling when your heart is so hurt that i'd rather just walk away and forget all the memories .. i've been going through alot lately. i can take it no more, because i am hurting inside.

all you can do is to keep scolding us all you want without sparing a thought for our feelings! as much as i hate myself, i think i "hate" you too .. because you never once ask me if i'm ok, you yell and blame at me instead ..

because of your harsh words and actions that make me run and hide, that i have turned my life around, you hoot and scream at me, us almost everyday :'(

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Title : goodbye 2011, and hello 2012!

life is full of never ending suprises, miracle, and full of ups and downs.

2011; it ends yesterday!
i must say that it's full of shits, full of dissapointment. the year when i changed myself, my life as a 17 years old grown up kid.

so basially i spend my day celebrating nenek's birthday with family and cousins and later, i end my 2011 at night with the usuals to catch the fireworks at sg flyer with 2 bottles of blackcurrent vodka 🍸

and so, today is 1st january 2012!
new year new resolution new me. i don't need all this cause i believe that we don't need timing to change yourself, it's all about you setting your own goals.

this time round, i'm not going to think about boys, this that, anything and everything. i'm going to be me, and focus to achieve success and goals! not going to think much about anything but then again .. i'm trying & going to wash the pain from me in 2011 & start a fresh a new life in 2012, insyallah ❤

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Title : between the lines

They say your heart speak the truth - it never once lied.

And sometimes, even the slightest instict is true.

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tell me how to let go,

cause' this heart don't need you anymore,

for you were never there in times of need,

as this girl found happiness lies in him.

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Title : placement test

this is how i study. food and books all over around the table.

tomorrow, thursday - 17th november 2011

tomorrow is the day that i'm worried about. when it comes to schooling .. in ite, i'm pretty fucked up kind of person. screw this school! reason why? i'm always late for school. always appear lethargic, stoned, sleepy but i wasn't busy saving the world last night. not at all. i was the bad person. with no discipline there's no learning.

how about my classmates?
sorry to say that they're all a bunch of fuckers! fucking fuckers!

because they love making so much fuss about over something. some of them like makcik kpo, serious all mulut macam mak nenek. degil, suka cakap banyak memekak nak mampos! satu-satu perangai konek and chronic or whatsoever.

with this, that's the reason why i've made my mind up.

since day one, i've got no interest in ITE. i mean like, no i don't regret being in here because i've got great friends with all the laughters but i simply hate this life. the surroundings, the school environment and everything. being in here, i've got no discipline at all. and when it comes to study, it sucks!

i told myself that i want to be successful in life for the future, but what does it take?

i've made up my mind to leave ITE next year, and plan to take on private school. but one thing, the problem now is whether i can manage it or not!?!

whatever it takes, i'm sure i can do it. provided if i manage my time properly.

and last but not least, i would like to thank my parents for giving me opportunity and supporting me in everything i do. thank you, thank you so much.

yours truly; ♥

Hi, im Nur Sabrina.
I love my name, it's awesome, don't you think so?
Still in my teens and i live my life to the fullest, with no regrets.
Always thought that im a princess,
And most importantly i believe everyone deserves to be respected.