for what it's worth

my confessions is for what it's worth

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Title : hi.

i know ive been neglecting this blog like hell much so thats the reason for me being here now. speaking of which, i need a catch up session with alot of people and yes i know its been so long since we dated out and i bet that its gonna feels really nice. am i right? heh.

ok what i really hope now is that the next month will be full with suprises. sucha nice timing with after that days and weeks with huge pressure and now then i could feel the enthusiasm.

how great is that ya?

was taken on last tuesday during the WWFC vs ISA match at st wilfred. the match was awesomesxz and i cant wait for the semi finals. you go boysxz! lol.

yeah, im not up for something but i think whatever it is made me excited ;D

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Title : all in a week

18 november 2010;
prom was super incredible, it was well organised but not well planned and everything. except for the food, not worth my $55 at all, cb! well wait, let me tell you ok. i spent $0 on prom. who said you have to spend hundreds of dollars for one night? hehehe (:

besides that, my saturday was awesomesxz with those bitches. and oh, pictures all will be uploaded in fb ok? heh kbye.

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Title : uninspired

my saturday was the bomb with these people. oh man, i love them.

well me?

im happy and you're sad and let's just be strangers if thats what you really want. i wanted us to be friends instead but you prefer going away, leading your own way than be it. its okay cause everything happened for a reason and i dont give a fcuk to it anymore because im trying to live my life to the fullest now. fcuk the people that dont give a shit about me.

and ya, it make me realise how much i miss him just for a few days. jom meet sebab i nak jumpa you! and i wonder, is this really worth it? i was too afraid to tell you but some day, you'll soon realise boy.

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Title : imma happy girl

wait a minute, let me ask you this. one last question.
who are you to judge the life i live? i know im not perfect and i dont live to be. but, before you start pointing fingers, make sure your hands are clean. im so fcuking tired of all your nonsense. please, for once remember that you're not always right. seriously, people. fcuking drift. i hate how you guys over reacting to this shit. i simply drifted. yeah, i may have changed, but nothing bad?
im just growing up unlike you all (:
shits happens, and you'll never know who you can trust these days.

you dont fcuking know me.

i dont fcuking live to impress anyone of you.

im still here, smiling.

anymore?

and as for today, saturday.

im not going to rot myself at home since im not working so ya, i'll be heading down to the beach at sentosa with these bunch of lovely people, ohh saturday will be good!

like finally, beach day here i come! xoxo.

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Title : bloody bastard with no life

im down with tons of problems because somethings just got out of hand so ya, now everything is not perfectly fine. yes now im officially saying it to everyone that shafiq and me is over. yes, over but we're still friends though. i guess? i dont wish to argue because anything can happen. tons of miscommunication, misunderstanding and things like that, maybe one of us is just lack of something and things just go down if none of us wanna fight for it. its tiring and hurting when all you fight for something is something that is really not that worth it when all you do is cry and get hurt and cry again but the other party just want it to end. so ya, i dont hold any grudges towards shafiq and its really okay if you wanna say anything about me okay? i really dont mind.

saying sorry doesnt mean im fcuked loser, no. im just giving in cause maybe everything happened for a reason.

and to korang, thanks alot.
ive never thoght you would be this way, you guys are one jerk too. never thought you would backstab me too and ya, should i say thanks aft what you've said? stop acting this way, grow up lah please! is it even your bussiness? omg, i regret calling you my friend you bloody bastard.

as for me, as time flew by, ive never thought i would find a friend someone like you to make me smile throughout the time. ive never though i would find someone that is willing to be there for me, despite knowing that imma little girl that just got her heart broken and forever unsure with everything happened. he always been the one, reminding me to never hurt and everything is ok. its amazing and thankyou for your great help.

other than that, come back quickk because i got alot of things to share with you (:

Labels: and never look back., its time to go on

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Title : know abt each other

we love them, we love them.

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Title : no turning back

to forgive is to forget, to forget is to forgive.
but when you forgive and
forget,
have you ever thought whether it works out for both party?

i dont feel good at all but im gonna make a turning point in my life.
yes im upset, depressed and whatever you name it. my eyes are dry and swollen, so is my heart. i doubt we can trust each other any further so there aint any point. we gotta play hard to get it. its just different. in a relationship, it cant be always a single party's fault. it gotta always be both. it never really one. i know that it will be hurtful for him but ive no more right.

i wonder why people say that their in love when the actually fact they dont know what love means and that goes out to me as well. so i kept wondering, am i willing to leave a friend for my boyfriend just because he dislike him/her? i kept on wondering whether i have the guts to do so or maybe im just too young to even leave my friends for my boyfriend when i actually dont know whether my boyfriend is the perfect one yet at this age. im stuck in this! i felt love but what is love? i just couldnt find the answer. i never wanna commit but i think i should cause sometimes some true facts abt secondary love happens and it makes me wanna commit but sometimes i really think i shouldnt. i have tons of questions and no one is even answering and seriously, i dont wish to ponder abt this anymore.

after this i'll be a changed girl, maybe for the better maybe for the worst. it all lies in me. but for now, nothing disturbs me. thats all i could think of, the perfect sense.

Labels: 14months., im sorry

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Title : who is

he is my new bestfriend.

i spend long nights with him talking about this and that, about anything and everything although he may get under my skins at times. he comes to my rescue when i need it most. im glad to have you and sometimes i feel like shaking you up like fizy pop soda bottle because your so cute and all you need is a little wakeup call. he's crazy like me, both mentel in our own strange little ways and that's why we're perfect trouble that met within a crime. he comforts me at times, at the moment between he and i to help me find my way, and he'll be there. and with this i will declare, that he is my best friend. he is the best out of the best, we love us. xoxo.

"you're still young, dont tie yourself down to one when you can
have any boy rapped around your finger"

Labels: sweeter than sugar

yours truly; ♥

Hi, im Nur Sabrina.
I love my name, it's awesome, don't you think so?
Still in my teens and i live my life to the fullest, with no regrets.
Always thought that im a princess,
And most importantly i believe everyone deserves to be respected.