for what it's worth

my confessions is for what it's worth

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Title : still unwritten

i know, how the heart aches come and they go and the scars they are leaving. and just like that, i didn't care about you anymore. there's always a happier tomorrow and soon we'll see our brighter days. face your fears, dont run away from it because fear will come back to haunt you when you least expect it, but the more you face the easier you'll handle it.

he had his way of pulling me deeper, and you have your way pulling me under, the force much stronger than gravuty. tell me what to feel now before i lose myself. its funny how we make these promises to ourselves which we never keep. when everything seems to be going perfect, gravity pull us back down to reality and make us realise, if everyone is perfect... nobody is.

always know that i'll always be there when no one seems to care, we'll go through this together because there's no challenge if everything was meant to be anyways.

somehow i wanna tell you i tried to do my best, but do you believe in me?
im sorry because you're just not worth waiting for. not anymore!

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Title : happy.

you know what the best feeling in the world is?
the feeling that nothing can touch you. the feeling that you're going to be
okay forever & always. the feeling that everything is going to stay just how it is, and the feeling of being excessively and overly happy the times when you're gasping for
air from laughing, or nearly in pain from smiling so much. when you're with your
friends, and you know this is how it's supposed to be. i love those times, and i
love that feeling. i want to bottle it up and have it always,
because thats what i think life is about.
forgetting the bad, and getting lost in the good.

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Title : one of a kind ♥

this is not the end of a beautiful friendship although it ended a day ago cause your eyes told me so. we've always been like sister and brother. for you, i stood here ever by your side and from distance to now, the bitter will never end. you are my friend in my mind. a bunch of cruel people who loves to sways for attention.

you've been the one person i can tell anything, no matter how much it might hurt. we've never held one another down; we've respected each other and we've laughed. you guys is the most precious gift that i could ever receive.

with every passing years, memories all kind leaves behind to cherish and brings pleasure of friendship treasure. that bring tears in my eyes, and also smiles that are wise. though we may never be together, you guys will remain in my heart for all time. i love you and you mean alot to me because we give each other hope, something to be sought. we as a class brought light and scared away all fears especially when it came to idiotic boys and girls.

i wish there could be somemore time knowing that one day we will part like the stormy wind blow. friends come and go and i wont forget those precious memories because you're one of a kind <3

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Title : what a wonderful romatic sweet and lovely day

thank you for the wonderful romantic sweet and lovely day babyboy!

i was shocked to see whats inside! tysm and i love you, yes i do!

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Title : oh no, im turning 16

its 25 october 2010 and happy birthday to me!
family sang birthday song to me, alot of phone messages, alot of faceboook wall to wish me.
a million thanks to all of you for wishing me, you guys are awesumsxz!
i dont mind if my birthday will not be a blast one and didnt get any present as long as my loved ones remember my birthday and wish me.

greatest birthday present which is from my family members.

thank you so much for the gifts and you people make my birthday a blast one this year.

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Title : 2 more days

2 more days and im like all excited now.

simply cant wait for monday.

2 more days feels like forever (:

monday, come quick because i simply cant wait to turn 16.

*pouts

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Title : i've hurt you enough

sorry, ive hurt you enough. i admit im going on dates.

but you know who i truly love the most right?

dont be hurt or angry or sad or jealous because i dont want you to.

i know where am i standing so dont worry.

:'(

Labels: give me some time alone

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Title : you're at the worst

i am moving on and i have been strong all these while. why cant people accept the way i am? its my life i am leading and whom i wanna be with. its my life alright and now im blanked and fcuked-up. my life have been smashing on the sand, i swear. its been crazy without anyone there to held my hand when me & boyfriend fought & shaking. my life has been just like a runway. i have so far fast and im proud of myself. this is like a test i am gonna take with him. i havent have the mood to do anything. i guess we are drifting apart. fcuking yes, i dont know where we standing. but i still love you, thats matter now.

though my life been crushing guy's heart and make them suffer, i know i'll get that karma back soon. but what i know i did that to make me think for myself moving on with this life what i called. im hurt in the past and i been too emotional and brought it to other person. for every shit that is happening to me. i been dating and been contacting with a player. i still find jealousy and shits feelings. its not that you whom i hate the most, its you whom i fall in love with. i know you took great care of me whenever im with you. everything change, and i want tell you that i love you again. i been lacking nothing but self-esteem. i was dumb. what people say abt me, its about everything that you dont wish to hear. seriously, its like the new us and the new love thing. but i am being mean to you, oh gosh whats wrong with me?

i've been chiling with the other guy and i swear they're effing different from one another. i have been hanging out with him for 2days and its just a crush now. everything was new. the feeling, the atmosphere, the shy kind of type and all sorts of trauma shits that you gave me. i am thinking far but at least this is my escape frm misery. for the moment now only.

things with you, it permanent and i swear that your name is nveer be spoken if we are never ok. lets go baby to that place once call shits & drama. lets end that without thunder and all and i love you.

Labels: blow away that pain when there no sunshine, relationship isn't gonna be happy if both hurry things out.

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i learnt something practical that the most important person in your life is the person you're with. i've realised shafiq made me feel the most important person of his life when he is with me. life is unpredictable. i dont like it when we fight because it's very ugly and irritating. and tht is why im appreciating him when he is with me, to the fullest. this happiness will pass soon and problems wil occur. but now when hapiness is with me, i wanna make full use of it and im happy now, i love it. i also learnt tht everytime when i have to say sorry to you, i think of all the possible reasons of why i shouldnt and maybe that was what you did too. i would do anything necessary for you, and you would do anything necesarry for me too so dont let the necessary occur, i love you.

other than tht, i would like to thank these people for being thr for me ytd.

i love my people alot-lot.

Labels: shit just happened.

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how would it be without you, dear one.

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been busy with Nlvl lately, so many things left unsaid.

well, things have been going smoothly and 1 more ppr to go.

seriously, i cant wait for my upcoming holiday and there's so many thing for me to do and everything else. and on a side note, revision has been good (:

Labels: so can i., you can

yours truly; ♥

Hi, im Nur Sabrina.
I love my name, it's awesome, don't you think so?
Still in my teens and i live my life to the fullest, with no regrets.
Always thought that im a princess,
And most importantly i believe everyone deserves to be respected.