for what it's worth

my confessions is for what it's worth

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Title : its all about sugar sugar sugar

"eating refined sugar is one of the main causes of most of modern diseases. today, refined sugar is added to all modern processed foods and this slow poisoning is not recognized by most of the people. it causes you mental illness and paves way to other health disorders"

i need to control my anger. i get emotional and mad pretty easily especially at my boyfriend for little things. i feel so lost and i think negatively easily too.

mum told me just ytd to control my eating of junk food. sweets and chocolates are the worst! too much sweets cause diabetes, emotional & social, and mental problems.

mental problems such as depression, anxiety and insomnia.. it can also caused obesity is fast becoming a global epidemic that needs urgent attention

(like me somehow)

i think i have a mental illness but i am NOT "mentally ill" and i am not joking. from today onwards, i have to try to put everything aside and think postively a little bit of everything.

ive to think of my health before its getting worst!

ya allah, help me please i need you.

i need your guidance, everything :'(

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Title : treasure

finally im back!

anyway, things have been rather messed up lately. i have to admit that i am quite emotionally disturbed, not by the form of love or anything. truth is, im still trying to readapt myself to the new environment and everything.

everything happens for a reason because oh it aches to see.

the thunder and storms; the heavy rain and floods.

too much happiness is however not good, cause it means that sadness will slam you soon.

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Because I ♥ ♥ You, Shafiq!

just to let you know, i would like to have something in plan for us after all this terrible and unlucky days. nothing else matter when im in your company. you're amazing, you're incredible, you're inspirational, you're god's blessing.

sometimes i wonder, if either one of us ever leave, what would we be left?

you, i love!

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every year, your birthday reminds me how grateful i am that you are my father. with all that’s going on in the world today, im thankful i get to watch you, to look up to you, being an example of a good man. what a privilege it is to observe your strength, your competence, and your kindness. i am so blessed to be under your wing, your protection, your care, learning important life lessons from you. if all fathers were like you, the world would be a very different and much better place.
Happy Birthday Baba, ilurpchew! ♥ ♥

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Title : Our 22nd Monthsary

probably you won't read this in the next couple of days, maybe weeks or months even.

ive loved you from the very first day. 08 september 2009, where the journey all begin. you're the best thing, that has ever been mine. you never fail to make me smile but all i did is hurt you. you're like everything to me. you gave me what i wanted, all i wanted! i didn't like even thank you and im so blessed to have you, shafiq.

imma big headed girl and pretty stubborn no matter how much you tried to settle things with me. you're a patience boyfriend, stick to one, never once lied to me, understands me in everyway and love me for who i am and what i am not. i know that we both have every reasons to leave but yet we're still here, standing strong.

i just want you to know that wherever i go, you're always right here in my heart. thank you for everything you've sacrifice for me all these while.

lets start afresh baby, i love you baby!

Happy 22nd Monthsary to ... us! lurpchew ♥♥♥

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Title : 2 - in - 1

you stood with me every time i snapped. you made my every childhood experience, a memorable one. you are my best friend since all these years. you are the reason, i believe in myself cause you are my support, my strength, my friend and my guide.

you have been the oldest friend I have ever had. thank you for being such a lump of sugar to me, sissy. and no matter how horribly we fight, the truth is that i have always loved you and always will.

and i may not give you any birthday present you ask for, but it will never to enough compared to the present that you are to me.

Happy 15Th Birthday little sister, ilurpchew ♥

and not to forget, today is also wawa's 1 year death ..

when you're gone, i miss you :(

yours truly; ♥

Hi, im Nur Sabrina.
I love my name, it's awesome, don't you think so?
Still in my teens and i live my life to the fullest, with no regrets.
Always thought that im a princess,
And most importantly i believe everyone deserves to be respected.