for what it's worth

my confessions is for what it's worth

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Title : with lots of love

thruout my years of living,

ive loved,

ive lied,

ive hurt,

ive lost,

ive missed,

ive trusted,

and ive made mistakes.

who doesnt?

im soooo touched with what my granny had just told me.

i preety much hate what im doing right now.

its fcuking emotional and now i cant control my tears, no more!

becauae i can feel the hurt in you and nothing more left unsaid.

i know that you've been trying to hide all this thing frm us but ya, it hurts me much to see you cry yknow that?

i love you!

yes i do, and please for godnees sake dont leave me.

i may be heartless, thoughtless, hard-hearted, cruel, and pitiless but trust me, you're in my heart always no matter what will happen.

actually, ive been dreaming abt atok lately too but i just dk how am i suppose to let this sadness out of me.

imy, grandpa :'(

and i guess frm today onwards, i'll try to appreciate my loved ones not only aft you're gone.

xoxo, ilysm

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two thumbs up for Prince of Persia eventho i dont really get whats is the movie all about, lol

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"why nvr blog abt me? you nvr sayang me eh pig?"

so ya basically this pig up here wants me to blog abt her.

like seriously idk what to say abt you mother pig.

and hello i sayang everyone ok not like you, suke pilih kasih sayang.

hmph, i sakit hati with you alrdy ah.

she says that im like her mother who likes to takecare of her neatness?

lol whthehell you, mesti lah! you vv selekeh sapa suke? tell me now?

yes we both do love to gossip like as if we're th perfect one, NOT!

like what she says, my plan selalu tak menjadi.

mmg betul, reason why?

its because of you ppl, ada aja alasan everytime.

for once, please lah eh krg.

speaking of which, yes she do owe me a song and also my photoshooting.

bila mau kelua oi?

.. im still waiting ..

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Title : Kangen Band - Pujaan Hati (MV2009)

he dedicate this song to me, how sweeeet he is~!

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a quick trip to jb ytd together with lovely cousins. oh camera just love us, dont you think so? (:

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please let's not fight again, please .

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Title : Rascal Flatts - What Hurts The Most with lyrics

:'(

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swiss cottage 47th annual speech day was awesomexzx. thanks to my mum, nenek and my sister for attending this ceremony. as yknw, my dad is kinda busy with his workstuffs but he did send me a msg to congratulate me while my brother is busy with his rugby training today. but its ok, its just the beginning of my journey of success and im glad that like finally i get to make both my parents proud of my progress eventho my results is not up to their expectation yet. and anw, i'll upload those picture in fb when everything is ready alright? :D

enough said, lets proceed.
well, i had a good strt today despite all those thing that had happen. i really hope tht things are gonna be better off now. im sick and tired with all this shits and quarelling abt th past that had happen lately. i feel like crap. seriously, i can cry because of this bloody feelings that is hunting me right now. there's a time when there's more time to bond, thats the time when we love each other more, and then it'll be a hard time to let go. im sorry to say that i may not be able to pass you your kinder bueno chocolate on time but i do get it for you, yes i will . just give me time, and ya there you goo. i think that i deserve better after all, no drama no more please. i luv you so much, because we've been thru many obstacles and we do manage to overcome it. without hesitation, you put your full trust on me even with th bitter feeling you're in.

Labels: terribly confused

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it was an impromptu meet-up ytd. we've been waiting for a date day out, so here it is! finally i managed to spend some quality time with this guy here! eventho we're both busy with our own stuffs, im glad that i get to spare some time to go out with him since we both has loads of catch-ups to do. settling down at vivocity to watched 'the last song' and aftwhich, off to henderson waves to snap photos of here and there. it was a blast outing eventho i dont really have much spare time to spend it together with you, im sorry and hope that you really understand my situation right na na na na na. you're always there for me from the beginning to the end.

Labels: i love you

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there's soooo many questions with no answer. wht am i suppose to do right now? evryone is getting on my nerves ! to hell to you people because i get sooo bloody annoyed! fuck you lah! well, im not trying to interfere any of your problem but what can i do if tht person personally came to me and share with me abt it? i cant simply ask tht person to fcuk off wht, am i right? i may not knw what exactly had happen but one thing i can say is that not us but its you guys who is being sucha hypocrite here. recall and reflect ourself? then how abt yourself? krg ingat krg nih perfect sgt ah smpi nak org lain sume ikot apa yg kau buat? before you say that we've changed, look yourself in th mirror 1st because its krg yg nk step mana punya minah rep yg tk menjadi. if you dont like tht person, please simply tell us right infront of our face when we 1st met not aft a few years of friendship baru nk bilang. krg like seriously tk ada hati perut siaaa. and ohhhh to you, cheer up! both of us is facing th same problem, so ya its you and me . you can tok to me anytime, trust me .
anw, kalau sesiapa terasa that im trying to get involve in your own group of problem or maybe tht this post is referring to you then itu kau punya pasal lah yer. because i mean no harm as i didnt even wrote anyone names down here (:

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Title : you succcccck

kenapa org suka jaga tepi kain org lain? got alot of free time isit hah? please lah, for once, dont kpo-kpo abt me can? one day, im sure that you'll get it. well, what goes arnd comes arnd you see. one thing i can say right infront of your face is 'fcuk off bitch!' because you've no right to know abt someone else other than your own problem. eh c'mon lah, tolong jgn nk buat mulut psl org lain boleh tak? idkw, but you're just one of the mf irritating attention seeker bitch to me, do yknow tht? eh hello, dah besar kn! tolong lah, perangai tkmo mcm cb boleh tak? like seriously, whats your fcuking problem with me? wht is it that makes you hate me soooo much ah? eh tolong lah, ive got no time and i dont want to have anything tht is related to you anymore. thr's no point you see. apa? bila cikgu marah kau jekk, kau suspect aku yg bilang ah? kau fikir aku ada byk time per siaaa? aku bkn org yg mcm kau, no life! buat sklh mcm sklh mak-bapak kau gytuk as and when nk dtg lmbt or cabot sklh. idm if you want to hate, dislike, or maki me or whatsoever lah but one thing, pls dont get me involve in anything will you? its your fcuking life bitch! you shuld handle your problem yourself not by asking ppl for help. berani buat, berani tanggung ah sial! ive got enough with your sweeeeets words alrdy! like seriously, please get th hell off frm me bitch ! other than that, i want you to know that you've hurt me alot of times. im hurt like seriously by the way of how you've treated me. org bagi kau muka, kau pijak kepala org tuh. aku sedih, i do appreciate this friendship, but ya in the end i get alooooooot of shitssss frm you . well, i really hope tht aft this i wont be seeing you anymore soooo that my life will be at peace. thanks eh g, tyvm .

Labels: you suck

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Title : Caprice- "Baby" Cover/REMIX Malay version (feat. Ruby Jude).wmv

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well, i aint sure weter i may call today is a good or a bad day.
it preeeeety much deplorable and stressful when you have sooo muchh to handle.
its not engaging me or its either me who doesnt show any effort and i can say tht i no longer sense the need.

like seriously, idk what happened to me just now aft schh.
ive been down and the nxt minute, you saw me being cheerful. split personalities? heh.
im sorry for the tears that ive made you cried, its my fault.
im partly to be blamed and i was shocked at the same time.
tears keep on rolling & rolling and both of us become emotional alrdy.
i gotta admit, that im sucha bitch who likes to hurt others without thinking twice.
omg! idkw you're soooo good to me eventho ive hurt you alot of times alrdy seh.
how i wished theres a time machine tht i could turn bck th time )':

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People can be bitchy sometimes, and what's wrong with that motherfcuker?

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Title : Samsung AMOLED Dance Off - Voguelicious

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Title : stupidity

no more exams, mye results will be horrifying. no kidding. no more bickering over stupid things and no more talking stupid stories. exams are over, but i'll still have keep doing the same routine every single day. ergh !
friends being awesome.
was i over-reacting? maybe i am but i cant help it because im emotionally attached to you. i told myself not to be naive. aft saying harsh things on you, why you still be nice to me? maybe to you it was a small matter but to me its not. i should forgive and make things normal in the 1st place, it got me thinking. it always abt me making mistakes, nvr abt you. you're always right and im always wrong.
my illusion, my mistakes. i was careless, i forgot.

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Title : my sugar

look at him, mcm pig!

bangun tido makan aja, hahaha!
cute ~~

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Title : always thr

"every problem has a solution to it. its abt how you're gonna handle it that matters."

life's a bitch at times. aft tht incident which both of my friends had gone thru, i feel blessed having this particular scss guy as my boyfriend. he may not be thaaaaat perfect, but wht attracts me most abt him is his sincere love.

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Title : Happy Mother's Day

Happy Mother's Day ibu! thanks for the nags, the love, the advises, the food and everything. i can't thank you enough. i love you so much, ibu. although sometimes, i dont layan you the way i should and showing you my bad tantrum, hehe. i don't know what to get for Mother's day because, no gift to you will be equal to your gift to me - life.

Love, sabrina (your eldest princess^^)

Labels: best mom award

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Title : loved

eventho everyday we quarrel like cats and dogs, trust me i still love you no matter what cause yknw im yours.

my brother + my sister = siblings love

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Title : stone cold

i was piss-ed off with something.

because i lost both my ez-link card and also my identity card.

mum nagggg at me from just nw and i bet that my dad would scold me too.

brace youself sabrina, another 5days and another 120 hours.

you can do it because you've always done it.

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Title : this is hell

hi, im just an ordinary girl. i constantly suffer from stress at home, in school and also everywhere i am. i am the eldest child and my parents has high expectations where my studies are concerned. they wants me to get into the best class and they believes that i can succeed. i know that i dont really do my best as i always dissapoint them. its very upsetting when they dont believe in me eventho im telling them the truth.

at school, things are soooooo bad and im exhausted.
lately, something happens crop up. this is totally hell you see.
but its okay, i live my life not you.

speaking of which. to whoever may concern, this is for you.
blame me all you want if you think that im the cause for this. idm at all. i knw myself better than you guys, and i am who am i. no one is perfect, including me. if you guys cant accept the way i am then its up to you because i cant force you to like that someone. am i right? you guys aint that perfect too. if you say that ive changed, then how abt yourself? look yourself in the mirror first before saying abt others ok? one thing i can say is that, dont judge book by its cover alright. and not to forget, thanks to whoever you think you are because of you the others all have the bad impression of me as you guys know that i dont lie. if you guys trust that person that much, then go on. no one is stopping you but just in mind to bear with the upcoming consequences aite? all the best. idm if you guys dont want to talk to me or whatsoever anymore, because who says that without you guys i cant live? i still have the others who can appreciate and love me unlike you! all i can say is that im sorry and thank you for everything aye. i treasure this friendship but end up in return, what i recieve frm you guys is bullshit! ive got enough with all this fcuking shit that you've given me, fcukers! i dont think that you guys deserve me so yaaa, live your own live alright? and thank you to those people who have been supporting me all this while.

best wishes,
sabrina (:

What lies behind us and what lies before us are small matters compared to what lies between us. you can pull a hundre thousand of people to hate me but the only thing you cannot do is to bring me down and the only reason why you people talk behind my bck is maybe because im alrdy ahead of y'all. continue the drama cause i dont feel a single pich(: sooo ya, there are better things to do in life and cherish the moment yaw, have a nice day fcukers!

Labels: true friends dont lie

yours truly; ♥

Hi, im Nur Sabrina.
I love my name, it's awesome, don't you think so?
Still in my teens and i live my life to the fullest, with no regrets.
Always thought that im a princess,
And most importantly i believe everyone deserves to be respected.