hi, im just an ordinary girl. i constantly suffer from stress at home, in school and also everywhere i am. i am the eldest child and my parents has high expectations where my studies are concerned. they wants me to get into the best class and they believes that i can succeed. i know that i dont really do my best as i always dissapoint them. its very upsetting when they dont believe in me eventho im telling them the truth.

at school, things are soooooo bad and im exhausted.
lately, something happens crop up. this is totally hell you see.
but its okay, i live my life not you.

speaking of which. to whoever may concern, this is for you.
blame me all you want if you think that im the cause for this. idm at all. i knw myself better than you guys, and i am who am i. no one is perfect, including me. if you guys cant accept the way i am then its up to you because i cant force you to like that someone. am i right? you guys aint that perfect too. if you say that ive changed, then how abt yourself? look yourself in the mirror first before saying abt others ok? one thing i can say is that, dont judge book by its cover alright. and not to forget, thanks to whoever you think you are because of you the others all have the bad impression of me as you guys know that i dont lie. if you guys trust that person that much, then go on. no one is stopping you but just in mind to bear with the upcoming consequences aite? all the best. idm if you guys dont want to talk to me or whatsoever anymore, because who says that without you guys i cant live? i still have the others who can appreciate and love me unlike you! all i can say is that im sorry and thank you for everything aye. i treasure this friendship but end up in return, what i recieve frm you guys is bullshit! ive got enough with all this fcuking shit that you've given me, fcukers! i dont think that you guys deserve me so yaaa, live your own live alright? and thank you to those people who have been supporting me all this while.

best wishes,
sabrina (: