thruout my years of living,

ive loved,

ive lied,

ive hurt,

ive lost,

ive missed,

ive trusted,

and ive made mistakes.

who doesnt?

im soooo touched with what my granny had just told me.

i preety much hate what im doing right now.

its fcuking emotional and now i cant control my tears, no more!

becauae i can feel the hurt in you and nothing more left unsaid.

i know that you've been trying to hide all this thing frm us but ya, it hurts me much to see you cry yknow that?

i love you!

yes i do, and please for godnees sake dont leave me.

i may be heartless, thoughtless, hard-hearted, cruel, and pitiless but trust me, you're in my heart always no matter what will happen.

actually, ive been dreaming abt atok lately too but i just dk how am i suppose to let this sadness out of me.

imy, grandpa :'(

and i guess frm today onwards, i'll try to appreciate my loved ones not only aft you're gone.

xoxo, ilysm