i cant stand this anymore. your pain is painful and its tearing me down. i didnt mean to hurt anyone and i i knw that you didnt mean those nasty things you said. it aint easy for me to face all this shits that had happen like almost everyday. i know i done you wrong and i may be crazy its all in my head but i want my family to be happy like others too. i promise i'll be better and i'll do anything so that everything will be back to square one. baba ibu, please stop yelling, i cant stand the sound anymore. i know that we've hurt you, but remember we love you, too. in our family potrait we look preety happy, we look preety normal, lets go back to that and stop play pretend. this is a sadnees i've nvr known and i dont want this hurt to stay here. we all made mistakes. i need my brothers, my sister, my family, my friends.