im down with tons of problems because somethings just got out of hand so ya, now everything is not perfectly fine. yes now im officially saying it to everyone that shafiq and me is over. yes, over but we're still friends though. i guess? i dont wish to argue because anything can happen. tons of miscommunication, misunderstanding and things like that, maybe one of us is just lack of something and things just go down if none of us wanna fight for it. its tiring and hurting when all you fight for something is something that is really not that worth it when all you do is cry and get hurt and cry again but the other party just want it to end. so ya, i dont hold any grudges towards shafiq and its really okay if you wanna say anything about me okay? i really dont mind.

saying sorry doesnt mean im fcuked loser, no. im just giving in cause maybe everything happened for a reason.

as for me, as time flew by, ive never thought i would find a friend someone like you to make me smile throughout the time. ive never though i would find someone that is willing to be there for me, despite knowing that imma little girl that just got her heart broken and forever unsure with everything happened. he always been the one, reminding me to never hurt and everything is ok. its amazing and thankyou for your great help.