for what it's worth

my confessions is for what it's worth

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Title : no turning back

to forgive is to forget, to forget is to forgive.
but when you forgive and
forget,
have you ever thought whether it works out for both party?

i dont feel good at all but im gonna make a turning point in my life.
yes im upset, depressed and whatever you name it. my eyes are dry and swollen, so is my heart. i doubt we can trust each other any further so there aint any point. we gotta play hard to get it. its just different. in a relationship, it cant be always a single party's fault. it gotta always be both. it never really one. i know that it will be hurtful for him but ive no more right.

i wonder why people say that their in love when the actually fact they dont know what love means and that goes out to me as well. so i kept wondering, am i willing to leave a friend for my boyfriend just because he dislike him/her? i kept on wondering whether i have the guts to do so or maybe im just too young to even leave my friends for my boyfriend when i actually dont know whether my boyfriend is the perfect one yet at this age. im stuck in this! i felt love but what is love? i just couldnt find the answer. i never wanna commit but i think i should cause sometimes some true facts abt secondary love happens and it makes me wanna commit but sometimes i really think i shouldnt. i have tons of questions and no one is even answering and seriously, i dont wish to ponder abt this anymore.

after this i'll be a changed girl, maybe for the better maybe for the worst. it all lies in me. but for now, nothing disturbs me. thats all i could think of, the perfect sense.

Labels: 14months., im sorry

yours truly; ♥

Hi, im Nur Sabrina.
I love my name, it's awesome, don't you think so?
Still in my teens and i live my life to the fullest, with no regrets.
Always thought that im a princess,
And most importantly i believe everyone deserves to be respected.