17 december;

i was delighted after knowing that shafiq did well for his N'lvl, better than how i did. baby, im proud of you, super proud eventhough i always look down on you all this while. it really saddens me cause i guess i did badly for my N. my form teacher told me that i got 3 Cs for myself and right after i opened up the envelope, all of that is super crap courses i tell you. omg? i've appeal for the nitec courses but im still having a hard time thinking weter should i go to MDIS to take private O? well i held back my tears. whatever shits people had been calling swiss cottage is, whatever i had called this school is before, that was then. swiss cottage is still my school, the place which had thought whats life is. what it really felt to go through up&down moments during my teen and school life witk all those people whom i called friends, sister&brother, teachers. i know teachers and even my DM would be grateful to have this badge (my badge) out of school cause we would stop giving troubles alrdy.

everythings is just left memories, where clans were in. and now, everybody seems to go their own ways, the past, ive forget about it, maybe. go on, move on and takecare. new friends in th upcoming years but relax chill, take it easy. you people are still the ones that had made me who i am today, the reason why im standing here, standing on my own legs to go through my life. thankyou. if we could, hold on to this very thing i called........ FRIENDSHIP (:

its been a month and the pain never left me. now, every guy that passes by are all the same! and maybe, with a different personality. but whatever it is, you're not worth my time boysxz. i just want a thing. i want the old you, the one that used to treat me ever so nice but i know that i can never be the one, i knew it. fcuk it sabrina

erghh, im having a fcuked up feelings now, fcuk it.

okay bye ah, i btl btl tak suka kan you lagi ah because you cheat my feelings :(