for what it's worth

my confessions is for what it's worth

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Title : think twice

One thing I've learnt in life, no use explaining yourself cause they would not believe you in the end. They would just think you're making an excuse. I'm tired of explaining myself. It sucks that none of you know what I went through. It sucks that I have to cry myself to sleep at night thinking about this. I hate crying myself to sleep. I hate whatever I'm going through right now :(

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Title : i believe

since you appeared in my life, everything has changed. you care for me and give in to me, you put up with all my nonsense and remain by my side despite everything. i felt like i found someone's presence in you. you were like an extension of him. i know im deceiving myself. and now i finally understand that "that" someone is gone for good, and will not be back.

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Title : just when i thought that life had gotten better, it just got worse

love hurts, but whatever.

i know its hard accepting the fact that ive changed but i know deep down you understand why things like this happened. i know that everything's gone and im still hoping that you'll love me like before. yes, i still am. i tried to move on without you, but i cant! i dont know if i was trying but i never wanted to try. all i ever wanted was you, yes you! reason why? because you changes everything since you came and step into my life.

you made a huge impact in my life more than the others did besides than my family and that's the reason why you're my boyfriend. eventhough you're such an asshole most of the times, you're still awesome in everyway. for as long as you're willing to go through every shitsxz with me, i promise that i wont let you go because im your one and only baby ♥

i know i can act as worst as a bitch at times but you know that i can also be your sweet sugar as long as your treat and love me is right, right shafiq?

seriously, we gotta stop all this cause im struggling through everything all alone and whenever im having fun, i think of you. and now, i dont really cry at little things, instead i smile because im glad that it happened. im glad that we met and that we're together cause you're apart of me, really.

tell me its all going to be okay, because im trying to look on the positive side in our relationship right now cause im gald that im giving this love another try through with you :')

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Title : yours to keep

dear all,

i may always say bad things behind your back,
i do things that are definitely out of your will.
i go to places without your permission and ive said many things that might have hurt you a lot.
but believe me,
i could never ask for any other family, cousins, and friends than you.
you're definitely the best i will ever have and i really love you so much even though im not so great in expressing it because you've been the one and you're the one that i can never let this love just go away, not that easy.

love,
me <3

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Title : dear parents

this pain hurt so much that i feel some much anger within my heart. i say i dont care but actually im playing my part as a daughter. im all alone to suffer, hoping that someone will clear my thought. im just telling you how i feel from my heart. i love life but not that much but im lucky cause i've been given alot of chances at this life and now im about to live it right.

life is crazy and a big ride and im pretty scared of everything. no one understand me at all, my dear parents tell me. what purpose do i deserve? i was brought to be punish cause it seems that way. my life been missed since way back then.

i love my family, yes i do!

all these while the things i dare not say, it would only bring more hate. its the truth i say, you even told me about your ways and i was blind and foolish to head that way. i know that i was loved but sometimes in my eyes, that's a no way :(

i know that i tried to live a lie it would not be me but tears of rain i fight back the urge of saying it again. i need you both, yes i do! please forgive me for all those harsh words that ive thrown at you cause i know you know that i dont mean it at all! i know that you both are trying to show your love and care towards me but im sorry for not appreciating all those all these while :(

and with this, i hope you'll forgive me because i would like to say sorry that i love you my loving parents <3

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Title : happy 17th monthsary momok

i couldnt keep my face not to smile till this day. too many things to do, for this day is so special wondering that magic would happen this day, tomorrow.

i want it to keep it simple yet very special. something romantic and something so sweet because this is our 17th monthsary my sweet.

i couldnt hide how much love i have for you, because every kiss i have with you feels like first. i want you to be happy and having me back again will give you true happiness. you will never be happy when yknow you've hurt those people who believe and expects so much from you. i'd rather love you on my own way than having you just for myself. no denying my love for you is overflowing and i hope this day would be mean so much to you baby :')

HAPPY 17TH MONTHSARY!

I LOVE YOU

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Title : dear dad

im sorry to say that i dislike you for all you did to me. the love is strong that it fell apart and i'll not forget about it, dont worry. for what you had done by checking on my privacy and stuffs, you're making me crazy! i can no longer take this, all you put me through, you're really making me pissed but, you just dont have the clue.

you're screwing up my life, you didnt care about what ive got to say and leaving me feeling numb. for all the pain, that now i behold. i find it so hard just to let it go.

WHY DID YOU DO THIS TO ME!?! WHYYY!?! :(

i feel so scared, so all alone but its so hard for me to accept everything and i still dont know what to do.

why are you treating me like this? :(
all i wanted to do was to make our family happy.
what did i do that was wrong until you lose your trust in me?
what i want is you giving me a little space for my own and atleast a little freedom and to gain your trust back! but it seems that, i cant make it!
but whatever you do to me, i'll always stand strong because i love you still :'(

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Title : he's the everything

those days you waited, worth awhile now.

ive got nothing to fear with you by myside, riding it.

there's no perfection in us, and thats the reason why i loved you.

yours truly; ♥

Hi, im Nur Sabrina.
I love my name, it's awesome, don't you think so?
Still in my teens and i live my life to the fullest, with no regrets.
Always thought that im a princess,
And most importantly i believe everyone deserves to be respected.