Date : Thursday, 17 February 2011
Time : 9:11 pm
Title : just when i thought that life had gotten better, it just got worse

love hurts, but whatever.

i know its hard accepting the fact that ive changed but i know deep down you understand why things like this happened. i know that everything's gone and im still hoping that you'll love me like before. yes, i still am. i tried to move on without you, but i cant! i dont know if i was trying but i never wanted to try. all i ever wanted was you, yes you! reason why? because you changes everything since you came and step into my life.

you made a huge impact in my life more than the others did besides than my family and that's the reason why you're my boyfriend. eventhough you're such an asshole most of the times, you're still awesome in everyway. for as long as you're willing to go through every shitsxz with me, i promise that i wont let you go because im your one and only baby ♥

i know i can act as worst as a bitch at times but you know that i can also be your sweet sugar as long as your treat and love me is right, right shafiq?

seriously, we gotta stop all this cause im struggling through everything all alone and whenever im having fun, i think of you. and now, i dont really cry at little things, instead i smile because im glad that it happened. im glad that we met and that we're together cause you're apart of me, really.

tell me its all going to be okay, because im trying to look on the positive side in our relationship right now cause im gald that im giving this love another try through with you :')