Date : Wednesday, 24 August 2011
Time : 10:08 am
Title : feelings; no trust no relationship no friendship no nothing.

i saw what you did to what i gave you. broke me apart inside. is that how you actually treat something that is supposed to mean something?

"Just when I felt like giving up on us
You turned around and gave me one last touch
That made everything feel better
And even then my eyes got wetter
So confused wanna ask you if you love me
But I don't wanna seem so weak"

i nearly gave up on you but why did you have to hug & kiss me again? just what are you trying to say to me? quit playing arond with my heart. i just want to know what do you want from me? you keep me hanging on a thread so pelase tell me something before its too late, before i give up on you. i know ive tried my best to make it up for all my wrongs and everything to you. stop pushing me away and then pulling me back to you.



after all is said and done, ive seen im not the lucky one. im so dissapointed in you, i just cannot stand the way you do. i dont know which i would rather believe, that you never did care or that you eventually stopped. im not gonna compete for you, you either want me or you dont. not so little you and i anymore.

while i was holding on, all you did is to let go. for a few minutes you made me feel as though i actually meant something to someone.

nothing left unsaid, i dont want to dwell in the past. im living in a lie, maybe you're better off without me. im torn stuck in between two :(

you left me waiting, im hating. everything you said to me .. lies, over and over again repeating in my head. im not gonna call/text you till you contact me first, i'll be waiting.

well im almost finally, finally out of words. i hate being this confused, it hurts!