its over between us for now, but im still hoping. you told me to move on, but why must you changed yourself after things fell apart!?! why oh whyyy ... trust me, im happy if you're happy and for everything that has happened, there's a reason behind it. no matter what, im sure there's a way out.

i just want the best for you, boy. im sorry, cause i just dont want to hurt you anymore :(

so yesterday, i had a good talk with my parents about recent issues, about everything and anything just between us three. but obviously, i didnt talk to them about guysxz. i need a shoulder to cry on, i seem to fuck up. i need someone to talk to, anyone who'll listen.

glad that mom is understanding, and dad is atleast ok with it. they're so loving, but sometimes, they're being a bitch too -.-

somehow, i feel good after letting it all out but i feel so sad and lonely at the same time too. boysxz are jerks, they come and go and leave me aside :'(