Date : Wednesday, 7 September 2011
Time : 2:04 pm Title : stuck in the moment if whatever happens for a reason, then whats the reason for all this. love hurts, but whatever. i know i lost it, but i'll gain it back somehow. just when i thought that life had gotten better, it just got worse but life's getting better. with or without you, love. at times like this, i wish you boysxz were here witnessing me reminiscing the times we had together. how you assured me that its all going to be okay, but it doesnt work anymore. you're happy if im happy, but whats the point of hurting yourself too? like what ive said - you're not mine and ive no rights to stop you. being friends after being for so long is one of risk we're taking. i love you, but i dont think i can have you anymore. im not sure whether im ready to face this tmr or not, but all i can say is that everything's gone but im still hoping. i know that you'll love me forever and always but i cant, i tried. i dont even know if i was trying, never really wanted to cry. i know that im being a bitch and i feel that i was drunk during the whole relationship :/ im struggling through everything, and ive made up my mind that im not gonna let anyone hurt me anymore and am not gonna hurt their feelings too. tomorrow is our 2nd year anniversary and i really dont wish it to end it here just like that. i couldnt believe it, but im doing the best i can, the best for me. a new beginning, all by myself. im not gonna cry, instead i'll smile because im glad it happened, im glad we happened, im glad we met, and im glad we were together. im glad that you were once a part of me, really! give me some time to get over it, because im stuck between three and im not leaving because of third party, really! i just need some space .. all alone. both astro & fatar, they're being a jerk too! korang carik aku bila boring tapi bila aku contact korang, perangai maintain ahk fikir aku buat pakai, apa kirakan kelakar ah sial!?! __ howells, good things dont last but i want you to be here like you used to. reality hit me hard, and i simply hate feeling this way :( Labels: goodbye |
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