my past hurts me so bad and that's the reason why i don't want to talk about it. i don't want it to be the reason for me to cry again.

17th october, the day i restored my iphone and lost everything. i delete my past and restore myself to start a new life. i'm doing the best i can, the best for me. a new beginning, all by myself.

reality hit me hard and i'm not gonna cry, instead i'll smile. therefore, i'm leaving everything behind with only memories to start a new fresh life.

i'm not sure whether what i'm doing is right or not because i'm not ready to face everything, but i've seen enough! honestly, i'm tired of waiting for you.

only 5 more days until my birthday, and no i've not made up my mind about it. once it's over, i'm just gonna hide myself away but i'll come back again someday! it's hurting me, and i dont know what's wrong with me. what's worth fighting for ...

i don't want to be the one, cause inside i realize that i'm one confused and i'm in a complete mess. gimme a break, a little escape. i am so tired of being me. i wanna be free, i wanna be new & different. i'm going to stop to be someone else and i'm going to learn to love myself more.