holy shit .. sometimes, things we expect the most could lead us to dissapointment. i wonder where ive gone wrong. why is it not possible for someone whom i love so dearly accept me for the way i am? isnt life supposed to be about accepting and forgiving? life is indeed infair. why are you making life difficult for me? i felt silly, after you kissed me and all, seriously whatever happened to all the promises?


i thought you were fine, after all the things we've been through. like the love and care we had, it was magic. but all i want is to feel belonged. to you and no one else. im so lost. nevertheless, i still love you as much.


when i was falling, you werent there to even pick me up. you dont even feel sad for me. i tried to stop you from leaving, i tried to understand your situations, i tried to make you stay, i tried to tell you that i love you. but you never ever once tried to understand me, my feelings. after all the test you've put me through, i still want you, boysxz. i hate that i love you for what you've done to me.